Okay so.. Doubt any of you are going to read this.. But I need to rant a little.

Well, the problems go back to last year. After my first surgery in june, I developed EXTREMELY bad stomach pains when I ate certain things. And it's gotten better, but there's a bigger problem now..

I went to the doctor two weeks ago to be scoped, so they could see if they could find anything wrong with my stomach. And guess what they found... FOOD! A STOMACH FULL OF FOOD! It should not have been there! Soooooooooooo.. They sent me for a bunch of tests. In the meantime.. I've bloated so badly with all the food in my stomach, that I look PREGNANT! SEVEN MONTHS PREGNANT! FUCK! And my military ball is next week.. I have to wear last years dress [chose to use it instead of buying another dress.] And I have a girdle kinda thing, but the dress.. Well I still look pregnant.

I just want it gone.. I want to digest regularly again. And I DON'T WANT TO LOOK PREGNANT!